okay the last post was some trash talking but i does hope he see it...cos i swear i am innocent
i hope combridge markers are generous cos the more i think bout last papers the more i worry...haiss..T.T
okay i prepared multiple dvds for my unbeaten marathon,stacks of ps2 games ,a new modem for networking for 3rd of november and for 1 whole week i gonna get hands on till 10th but time is running out and something really worries me most but i have prepared for the worst...
i have "concentrated on o levels" now i wanna get the thing i have been dreaming all along...anw cannot get also nvm luh just go to the poly i want lor
The childhood memories,
2 more paper and thats my key to FREEDOM
eh i dont care if u see this or not ...but ALI hello, i wanted to clear up the misunderstanding u had with me u turned a blind eye to me nvm u show me black face when u see me?
okay u wan play this type of silly games with me right?cos i have alr told u that is ur class ppl anyhow say u dont believe and u wan show me face??let me tell u uh i have no time to play these mind games with you and i am getting perturbed by u...
Wad?u wan settle at smc uh acting like a big romeo or wad?eh Fernando BUNS i wan trash u flat out of ur face
i hate ppl accuse me things i nvr done and u wan pass sacarstic comments at others bout me eh i am innocent okays...if u wan continue ur nonsence i will make u cry...i treat u as one of my good/closest friend yet you accuse me that i accuse u....why wont you act like a man and stand up to clear up with me or if u really hate me so much just come into my face and speak...
i am just ready to entertain u anytime
The childhood memories,
Thursday, October 23, 2008
PISSED~
_!_ handphone spoil then cannot text cannot online cannot anything very uneasy sia den must use the stupid black and white phone... why must such thing add on to my stress i having o level as if i not enough stress like that WT-Heck sia...
The childhood memories,
stupid dull day okays today.i walk to some shopping mall whr is so shitty and quiet and i dunno wad i doing thr myself either... the aircn thr so cold make me almost wan freeze inside haiss.Then nvm when come out suddenly so hot wah~tmd make my head so so pain.
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i dunno exam is meant to torture ppl or wad got teacher call me 1 day sleep for 2 hrs ...u think i studying robot uh shit but i know is cos u all want the best for me,so wad to do???...haiss
okays this is one thing,another is can ppl around me dont call me forget about things which u know i cant.This is not like computer games or wad when u want forget means can de lor..this kinda bug me sia...i not blaming anyone but walao why did i only start liking someone when it is 1month b4 o lvl. why not at the start of the year or after o level then i can have more time to sort myself out...i just wanna pray that my mind do not play tricks on me...zzz
RYANA
The childhood memories,
alright nth new today...so i gonna hit my stress out here at this blog
i am totally gonna stress out sia i got so many problems...in so many ways...economially, socially, metally, physically...many more luh
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economical stress: shit man...buy a phone for my bro now my wallet empty ahhh... eh ppl how many times must i repeat myself that i aint rich! zzzz~
social stress:i heard ppl say that friends could last longer then relationships i quite agree luh...well i aint referring to myself....but i hope this wouldnt happen, and i seriously dont want it to happen cos my circle of friends is very small...i no mood to continue this section anymore ...there are question marks all around my head....anyway i am not gnna avoid or whatsoever okays. =DDD
mental stress:okay mentally i am almost gonna bust soon...some ppl say ppl study 1 hr i must study 2 hrs but eh firstly i not robot sia...i am just another innocent boy taking o lvl so why cambridge must torture ppl like that...secondly i dunno whether am i gonna be like wad mrs choi say study until dunno time , never eat,face pale , sick,...i dowant that to happen...eh i wanna check out how 4e1 ppl study for my o levels campaign !
physical stress:i have been adopting new training and tat aches my body everyday ,i think i wanna quit this soon or i will be so so tired and not able to study ahhh!
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PS uh i didnt know that u are thinking i avoiding ya but i am sorry i am shy by nature....but now i know you know i wont avoid you okays you wan treat me as a fren like last time or enemy which i dont wish to or whatever i just hope this wont let you affect your o levels...RYANA!
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