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Sunday, December 27, 2009

I want to get this i swear...when i want something i make sure i get it...


The childhood memories,



Today i sent my army but the minute my army reached the city the gates were closed...Nvm man i will becamping with the same subject until u on9 again...blame me...She on9 the whole day but i 12.30 am den talk to her....verysad...
Nvm like wad eugene said einstien also tried a million times to get light to work....
tmr i am going to sch camp untl she on9 =DD
heartballoons~!!!gnna take over those kittys!


The childhood memories,


Saturday, December 26, 2009

Enemys are being scoped down to 4 ppl of which i have focused my target to one...Yes,he is a enemy one that has already invaded my blood vessels... i just couldnt take it, its just like my nightmare which i had few nights back where a force,a dark force thats pressing me down and no matter how i budge the pressure is still there...
I want to change something but till now i still dont have the answer...till now i have not done anything right...but it is something that i ever gave myself into...if i pull out now i am just gonna be like a loser...
Pictures does not show ho have you won me...its just spurs me on to bounce back further..the time has not come....
My heart just breaks when i see the pictures with you and "the" gang...i too have my gang but i am just putting up a strong front...


The childhood memories,


Friday, December 25, 2009

Just finished watching a K-movie 2004 Spin-Kick...nice haha its the second time i watched cos the 1st time in camp i dozed off halfway...
i havent got my MMA video yet so to the peeps out there stay tuned...
i realised i havebeen doing 0 things so far in my holidays...i must do smth tmr sia...ever since i come back from camp its been 48hours and i cant think of anything i have done...wad have i been doing thinking of someone which i think she thinks i am a nuisance lol? i dunno either....but anyway i am not gonna give up so easily like last time....cos the word LOSER is not in my dictionary and when i back out it means i have lost....no matter how i fall i going to get up again...wads more this time competitors seem so weak...i lose i gonna be a disgrace..
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Just watch it dude if u think i will back out you are wrong....when i get the signal from my teamates i gonna just execute a counter attack just like executing a back hook and KO the opponent.


The childhood memories,


Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Just got home from camp and i think total only sleep abt 10 hrs in 2 nites....Event wasnt so well planned...of cos got some faults by the planners and conflictsbu its gonna be solved
Fought MMA with Jeffry and there wasnt win or lose cos he has the strength to win my locks over and i used judo to totally throw him down...anw i gonna get the videos posted soon after i get it from Rayner...Heard that sir dont want it to be uploaded but i think i upload in my blog they wont find out bah....
And i am damn shagg i wanna sleep soon...more updates again more to cover


The childhood memories,


Sunday, December 20, 2009

Shes so cute talk to her only one word...SHUANG!! shes not the type who doesnt reply....Loves eshlyn soo soo much^^


The childhood memories,


Saturday, December 19, 2009

Sir:"Wheres your fire? You lost the fire in kicking already! i see you kicking better last training!"
Me:"Uh ok i try kick impact!Pam pam pam!"
Sir:"Still dont have wad i was looking for...the usual jumping backthrust in you was gone!MindBlock...Forget it stop kicking...kicking more spoils ur reputation..."
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i dunno what happened either my usual jumping backthrust which i can do usually and others cant do mostly lost...turning kick no impact...Sparring only threw a disgrace to myself missed my backthrust then got kicked in the gut and then in the head...Nvm now sparring i wanna aim the head alr dont care....Still dunno whos the drunken B!tch playing games in SU but i feel like hecking him into pieces...
Tmr 3D2N trg camp i wanna train hard no joke...
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二姐夫---->Cant stop missing her for a day...i dunno why is she called that either its all started by eugene


The childhood memories,


Thursday, December 17, 2009

Hmm i just cant stop thinking of you in LT
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Tmr is slaughter got draft,reflection +30% pract...KOed


The childhood memories,


Monday, December 14, 2009

betrayed myself for not revising my work...was an *off* day for my class and i went to JB to makan and shop....just bought new shoes and slippers...
few down many more to go
list of uncompleted things
-complete printing the set of VB notes for revision.
-Networking group assignment.
-GUI presentation on thursday
-PD blog update.
-VB practical 30% ICA!!!!*openBook*


The childhood memories,


Thursday, December 10, 2009

Today some Java test went down the damn trash i dunno wad was i writing throughout the damn test either...this 10% surely bang wall and die...PD parachute also finish le(surprisingly it works)...tomorrow got roleplay hope everything goes on smoothly...
Everythings in a mess...my bag my room my JAVA workspace ...andwhen i say everything i mean EVERYTHING


The childhood memories,


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Its wrong to be a two-timer especially when it comes to relationships...and i know it...i gonna make up my mind this time round...cos two weeks later in Training Camp i gonna treat her well....And if i two time her i am not FIT to be in a relationship...
TKD is being dominated by some famale bitch i am quite unhappy bout it cos of her tone of speaking...i do not want to speak it out to anyone either..later become a gossip..haiss wad to do...like wad others say (Dunno Dont Care)...
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Happy 19th Birthday Catherine and thanks for giving me such a large portion of the cake=D


The childhood memories,


Saturday, December 5, 2009

Still remember when i was in Mr Lock class...
Me:Where does the number 48 come from....
Lock:It comes from the pevious working...the working comes from the question...the question comes from the paper...the paper come from the tree...the tree comes from the earth...the earth comes from god...SO DONT ASK ME GO ASK GOD...
Mr Lock knows i am just out to disturb...HAHA
Whats Poly compared to sec 4 man...i still remember when i just walk along the corridors be it teachers or students i would know every single one of them just like my buddies....in class?teachers are like brothers and sisters to me...Never stopping me from crackin jokes...never bring books or do work Mr Lock also dont care...why?cos he know i can handle those myself and produce an A but of cos there were pressure from him during O's....Winning foreigners is just like fighting never ending Vietnam war...Jacked them hand down in prelims in O's they bounce back even harder...And ppl from E3 used my finisher against me....
Thinking back last time i knew all my work so much so that sleeping in lessons and not listening still an produce results...
now things are different...the moment u sleep you would be lost and i realised it from the start...everythings on ur own no one to depend on anymore....
Just reminsence


The childhood memories,


Friday, December 4, 2009

Sparring addiction...
Ytd plyed close up with a yellow belt gave him one hard one and got him so many times....felt so good.... but when fight with Sir still dont dare go in....other matches??no clue...
I cnt remember my pattern sia...its getting more and more difficult....
den when sparring wore number 2 padding den when xanthe wear it its like all my sweat on it....feel bad man...so wet...
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next week wah i dunno wads gonna happen i hope shit doesnt come like this week....


The childhood memories,


Thursday, December 3, 2009

Networking lecturer said IT isnt rocket science...but why ppl like me find it so hard to digest...
yesterday was the best the whole class was new to the new formats of disintegrating the formula of IP address to Binary..then we stared blankly at Aloysius then he say "eh you all unerstand or not? can give some response? why are you guys staring at me with the mouth open like WOOOOOOOW WHAT A MAGIC???" HAHAHA hes always been a funny guy...andnow i had it digested...theory wise?long way to go
Java dunno what i am doing either...walk and count the steps lo...same for the project
Maths tmr quiz 2 dunno what i am gonna up to...
Did some silly parachute for PD wonder is it gonna work...nvm weve been thinking of makingg a 2nd prototype...
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Tuesaday Sir teach us BOXING...haha "take for granted "that we got the protective headgear....but sir commended me on my long punches....+point ^^
$ use up liao must get from mother...dunno why these few days especially hungry keep eating....if i can reach 62kg it would be great else now for my weight at 59 in sparring category it would be a disadvantage for me once again Pseudo coding
weight= 62kg;
else(weight <58kg
)end;


The childhood memories,


Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I dunno why ppl are working for the company....you just do ur job get ur pay and go to hell...when you work for the company what u get? Ur BOSS give you exta of the share uh...zzz
But anyway for today its my fault...i always tend to cheat on bus fare tap in then tap out liao cos nowadays very less bus conductors doing checks...sometimes MOSTLY is the singaporean drivers dont really care even they saw they just close one eye...Today the arseHole china national wah want to catch me red handed at the end of the ride he call me tap the card so i tap lo aiyah to prevent myself from embarassment i just tap again i think pay abt $1.50 extra...dangerous i think i got blacklisted by the driver liao....i think i dowan try such things again...
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Finish my GUI but my ldr dunno why wan call me do registration page...the training tips and memory game alr quite a headache for me...haiss and i came out with this Pseudo Code
IF(
"I finish my work then i help"
)
Else(
"go find other ppl"
)
return myJob;
Break


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