haha wah i change uniform again sia... from the cleaners kimono uniform to kitchen chef uniform den now permanent cashier red formal uniform haha wah 2 weeks change 2 uniform lol....i told my colleagues...if every week change uniform den next week i wear supervisor black uniform le haha following week i wear suit and tie to come inspect u all ROFL!

Thrs this funny new rule in the workplace china ppl can eat leftover unsold food singaporean and malaysian cannot...walao eh WTF fucking biased boss...wad more china ppl are minority there lor..why got these type of rule sia...eh hello??unsold food leh? it goes to waste if u throw away lor...summore wan play these type of nationality issues...FUCK... its like so much food sia 1 buffet table like that and china ppl eating only about 8 they also cannot finish....walao if only i had higher status i sure make a protest!

i seriously dunno wad to do lor....i dowan be a bad person sia...neither do i wanna give u false hopes haiss every single hour i get 1 text say you miss me....pls la only afternoon just see me den 2 hours later like that...aiyah i dunno uh i just find this style of R/S very weird...got a friend told me b4 this kind of r/s cannot be blame de....haiss wad to do??? and its unfair if i like that play with ppl feelings...cos i dont like if ppl do that to me....i am gonna give her an answer whether i want continue or not ASAP!and i gonna stick to my word!
Another thing is I cannot go to theme park!!!! T.T sooo sad sia... why weekend cannot off??? T.T

Tmr friday alr and the you know who is coming to help...eh i dunno why she so stupid uh want do volunteer work...take leave at jurong branch to help out at yishun?? How stupid sia...take leave to rest u come do hard work...anw i shant complain nvm since u want help ok lor u make my work load lighter only...=DD
Surprising right???i tot only i will attracted to girls and no girls will be attracted to me...anyway i was also surprised uh...and in fact amazed...
I dunno how to react sia... u send me these mushy texts and i am gonna have to see u face to face ...haiss wad to do sia...life's tough hmph
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uh boss i know u are a nice guy but pls la hor???today left over so many food and untouched u want throw away???I only take some vegetables and food and cook myself u say like i do criminal act... WTF? pls la i take some food should be okay hor i take ur pay so little summore i must stand at ur counter for 11 hours... u go try lor...wad more when i stand at ur counter got 1 mothr fker keep stare at me tmd....wads this sia...for whole 11 hours i mustn worry i got count wrong money or not AND FYI! i FAIL POA de okays?!?!

To "some" ppl as my point of view of a boy i must say u are the most daring girl i ever met...it normally goes like this...when the girl likes the boy even though she really like him she will drop some hints and let the boy play the game and make the first move...
BUT walao wad happened is so so different can?U tell me so directly and make me so blush...walao till i dunno wad to say...and everyday u tell me u miss me walao pls hor its only a so short period of time we got together...is not i cannot accept u is that we need to know each other better 1st...okays i got your hint ... Anyway NVM i know wad u wan i will just see wads ur next move and i play on =D

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To the daoster at the opposite of my counter...pls dont be so dao...ur hair nicer then me i know u dont keep stare at me like one fck everyday...i not gay and i never steal ur gf so dont buay song me for wadever reason...since the day i come in just because my counter intake more then u u not happy???or wad i dunno ...I dont really like u either and i can get along with the whole company except for u...DAMMIT!

and i hope the "some" ppl doesnt see it and i know she wont XD

wah i dunno now the economy so bad sia...just only ytd boss ask whether i got frinds to work today i ask all filled up sian...ps uh not i dowan help is cannot alr =D

thrs loads of things i wan say that happened within my phone and me but i too tired to say haiss-i shall say some other time ...maybe when my comp recovered??? haiss i seem happy but it seems unfair to '''some''' people...maybe i should give myself 1 tight SLAP

1st day lose-$7
2nd day lose-$14
3rd day extra-$15
today lose-$22
wah cashier job really sucks la see difficult customers never mind summore keep lose $ lucky all the loses can cover up or not ....gg liao...boss ask me got friends wan do cleaner job or not as in keep the plates...but cannot paiseh uh walao now i think keep plates easier no need use so much mind thinking...haiss..

I am totally confused uh...can someone pls enlighten me??lol
Ytd while working my partner asked me whether i got gf...i dunno how answer her..den she asked is thr some one u love ,like ,admire or love as a sister ? At first i tot she was irritating and that it was nonsense but i go back to think about it i am so so confused....i dunno which is which sia...i went to the extent of looking into the dictionaries but still couldnt get an answer...
Okay uh i admit at my workplace i quite admire this girl,i must say she aint pretty luh but shes quite cute and shes my partner but walao only know her like 2 days only and i cant jump str8 to conclusion mah...Btw shes a tempo staff from other branches haha and tmr is my last day with her...But on the other hand i also so called already like another girl sia...ok uh i am seriously fucking pissed i need much time to sort things out...but in the end i will have only one answer uh..thats wad i am sure of...
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frankly speaking i got 2 ppl in my mind and i know i shouldnt do that so i will do some enlightenment. haiss wads this sia this is total CRAP!!
HAHA again i look forward tomorow on my last day with this blah blah girl but aint gonna tell u all who ,but i promise myself this is gonna END!

Ok LAH?~ Happy alr right? play till computer stop,spoil and explode??? tmd other time dont spoil spoil after exam period...sian...
I gonna buy for a good one this time! + psp! i not going easy on my money ok??u wan be a currency in my pocket??think again ...
wadever u ppl want be on my w8ing list=D but rmb wor in this game the rule is if i no$ means no talk ok?

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today when working i rised to be a cashier easy job but thrs one thing sia...my assistant look like one girl in sch but shes alr 80% thr le lor ...her face isnt tt smooth tts all she was kind to guide me through la but 1 thing i hate lor...when working she keep probing about girlfriend stuff...walao i pissed den i tell her say' i told u since the time i stepped into this restaurant u dont belive i dont have u be mine la ... wah sian i hope she doesnt take it as a truth lor...
and today I metup with fifah,sandy and ali they looked as per normal but i was happy lor i and ali was muched closer we talk more in fact Fifah and Sandy were nice as well...ali and sandy accompanied me on my way home...but i am super sad to see my computer the state its in...

i aint still not losing any feelings for u

And i am having japanese hands =D morning was still alrights during 1st day of my work..In fact i would say its easy money HAHAHA but u should go to the restaurant and see at night is a total nightmare!
sooo~many customers sia~ so much so that i dowan work OT next time...at night i was made to dry the utensils i was at the fastest speed but the ppl ordering food is faster then i clean wtf???and its so hot in the backyard!Like sauna! But the staff are very kind to me and are caring=D today was all b-cos of some MIA AWOL basterds! i ate a good number of japanese cuisines today for free! ROFL... And it all happened some thing surprising ,Fifah working place is just below mine i shall give her a surprise visit! =p The boss promised i do cashiering tmr but is a super risky job lor...

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I always put myself in other ppl shoes and think about wad they feel i dunno if others does that,but even i know how they feel i go ahead with my actions b-cos probably i dunno how to stop it....but let me tell u i am not a mind reader...
Now i am only predicting wad u are feeling...maybe i am just a joke to you...well i dunno...and now i am losing confidence in myself and it fears me to ask again...Such things nobody knows how long it takes to forget ,your close friend is a perfect example!

'i may seem hard on the outside but everyone has a soft spot'
A hint via other sources if u dont mind...

Prom night was pretty memorable i must say...i still keeps running in my mind...haiss
To friends:pls dont make me emotional by telling that wee will miss each other or what pls...cos every one owns a handphone! And wad are handphones for brother?Keep in touch of cause
I wanna delete the graduation song in my mp3 soon. because it keeps on creating flashbacks in my mind of school days. Listening and thinking can practically make my tears fall...

I never sleep for 2 days alr ever since Prom wads wrong with me man...i should feel tired but....wth
Okays i am off to work today and i wan buy a PSP,new Labtop,Christmas presents,Addidas long sleeves!=D
Bigfish games are fun! i gonna complete the virtual villagers all 3 series!HAHAHA

Last night was Prom night08'.
Theme:Friends Forever(yea sound ridiculous)
Venue:Furama hotel...i dint know theres 2 furamas.I reached the chinatown furama at 6.30 and found out it was the wrong one.Lucky saw some 5as and 4e1s den cabbed down to the riverside there...
I reached thr i saw many new styles from ppl ...den also got ppl say i so Hiao* dye hair blah blah but i looked great=D thx for the compliment from teachers and friends wor haha
As for the Prom kings and queen i must say its a dissapointment..as there are much better contenders that has dressed better below the stage..Are some teachers blind???
I also won $40 addidas cash vouchers during the lucky draw.And when my name was called there was a loud cheer from friends cheering You Know Who...that made me blushed on the stage totally...
Right towards the finalle it was very meaningful in fact i almost cried out...It did not actually made me trust the theme but i realised at the very end every one becomes friends...Mustaffa told me after 4 years we been through alot and hungged me and say'i hope we wont break...my friend' and boy hearing this seriously want cry lor...i went to Ali and Karthik and sang to them the friends forever song and i hope in the end there isnt such thing as enemys despite tiffs that we gone through...After the prom i had exchanged huggs and took photos with many ppl and i really treasure the friendships...I would just admit these photos and hugs are definitely not enough for me and i hope more then that we just could get together all over again..
After the entire event some went out...i wasnt in the mood to go home so i went on a solo ton...many thoughts had ran through my mind from sec 1-4 i spent a whole 6hrs thinking and dreaming...i really hope the friendships in BPS wont break..i enjoyed the laughters u ppl gave me i love the thoughts that friends think for me....and many many more!I shant continue alr cos the more i think I WANT TO CRY!Thxto all of my friends...i just love u ppl
sorry for being emotional here but i cant help it T.T

If possible i gonna update the photos soon=D

back to blogging ....well i might be going to work for the middle of next week which means i have limited time to rest=D
Ytd went to look for jobs wah the popular manager wan kill me sia the criteria's as such
-no public holiday including saturaday and sunday
-work 7 days a week
-work 10hours a day
-lunch and dinner on your own
-$5 an hour
-+ work as cashier

walao u pay me so cheap u expect me serve ur company so high service summore need customer service. ok nvm summore cashier so risky job. 1stly the $ is so tempting.2ndly if i count wrong wah must pay back from my own pocket leh...go hell la!
Head down to NorthPoint saw a newly opened japanese restaurant. i must say its so new and environment so good. The boss is also someone i can get along.this time they give us meals and 6 days a week and 1day work min.7hrs however the pay and job may still be the same haha...
Which means 1 day i earn $7x5. 1 week i earn $7x5x6. 1month i earn $7x5x6x4=$840 hahaha can buy PSP le + christmas presents for friends! =D summore got remaining =DD

So look forward yea? Cos it may benefit u guys=D And i have been having some nightmares at night...please let me sleep peacefully T.T

ok morning and alr something made me really pissed off....
i do not wanna mention wad happened but my advice to people is i will help friends surely but pls know the conditions 1st....b4 asking help from me

Foreseeing today is a lousy day and something like that has alr happened dunno wad will happen later part of the day....
Please dont be sad over it friend...i will continue help u fight the battle

Few days down i think i will be wandering in my dreams cos people have dissapeared and goneT.T

at night was fun! haha okays its Fifah birthday today and HAPPY BIRTHDAY yea?

she sent me a text :it goes if ever god appears in front of you and grants you a wish to choose how you want our relationship to be in next generation. wat will you choose as?
1.same as now
2.sis/ bro(weiliang,andre,ali...all my smc kakis)
3.parents/child(like i said fifah so means the father will be her love =D)
4.gf/bf
5.husband/ wife
6.grandparents
7.grandchildren
8.enemy(raymond,and maybe dinesh for the things he destroyed out of me recently)
9.cousins
10.neighbours

ok luh i post the ppl i wan for eachpoint luh but this are only my buddies luh hah.
6/7/9/10 i cannot think of any alr haha....

tomorow (thursday) i gonna look for a job luh 1 day only and i am sick of home...
well Sandy is going for her holidays and bonvoyage to her....as a friend i think i gonna miss her cos short of another listening ear to talk to....

as for the c'box again thx for sandy's help ~ bleahs i am tired and modus operandi for tomorow is no job ,no go home haha~and i know another boring day would be upccoming....

hmm this blog is in my hands now and i promise i will take care of it...

credits and more credits must be given to SANDYAYE haha...she well took the night to work on this worthless blog just for me.....
since so i must take care of it yea i just hope there will be ppl coming to see this blog...
things changed back to normal...and i just hope it will better progress

i havent got over it whether it is personal or wadsoever ...i hope i can forget but i cantT.T

ok lah nowadays i prefer keep things short cos i realised more u talk more u make mistakes yea?

today smc total agg.10:7 so things are cleared up and solved no physical are involved
now i know very well alr shes not into an relationship at the moment. i wasnt heartbroken or wad but things are better to be cleared up. i should have asked her earlier yea? okay it really takes time to forget such things but i doesnt seem to come of my head...zzz my heart is really lost to you sia...however i know that forcing isnt an option.

anything i write down here means i not afraid of ppl to know...
so if u wan confront me or wadever by all means but for all goodness sake dont call names to my friends for wadsoever reason
I am not turning to anyone for help for previous post so i am just alone if u wan find trouble COME!!

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