Friday, February 26, 2010
Ytd target training was seriously tough but i realised ytd the more i kick i was tired...but however i feel more hyped up...
TOC@NTU next friday wah summore is in the early hours of morning 6am must wake up siaa....theres very little time left to train uhs...i see other poly the pattern really sharp and zai...got 1 bronze just 1 i happy liao....
And after TOC theres gonna be Silat MMA friendly
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Wonder next week will my team be training intensively....
Seriously i think that basterd is seeking for trouble...even when i talk to otheres he wanna intefere...ok??=)) i am ok with that but any mishaps happen to you...i dont wanna hear any pathetic warcry...
JASON TAN get it right dude it isnt that i am backing of quickly cos i knew that when i carry on i might lose control of myself it looks bad on me...i dare say i aint afraid of you....
Mentioning bout ur name ppl Jason Tan is TKD SeaGames player...pls la but u???
So long as i have still a living cell in my brain i will continue fighting...get clear
The childhood memories,
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Wonder how will i fair for JAVA today...Nvm its like going to a war without ammunition....you are out there to fend for yourself...no backups no nothing it isnt like maths whr u got an A to bac you up....
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TOC poomsae i think will die liao...my team isnt meeting up and coordinating ourselves...3 men leh it isnt very easy sia...summore my team isnt very familiar with the pattern...
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Girls that are coldblooded do not get into an R/S or should i say people that are coldblooded. Because during an R/S i have seen it over and over again...ppl makes all sorta promises but when you Breakup you left the pain behind for the other party to handle....why cant you just take that pain with you when you leave. Never make promises during a R/S only losers makes promises...Want to show it?Prove it..dont hurt each other aftermath.
The childhood memories,
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Maths blanked out if only i were given more time to think and do...however whats over is over and lets not talk bout it anymore...left with java and DCN i will try my best bah...
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Hurt my insteps last night during training and haiss very sad ChaiLin again disturb me...vbad lo lol cos she taking revenge in facebook LOL...
Hmm i still dunno to work as wad during holidays accompany andre? Join ITshow? work in my cousin Networking company as trainee? F&B again ? Hotel? or where.....GOD pls show me the way....Amen~
The childhood memories,
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Today went to sir and mdm house to bai nian everyone was prepared to get angpaos...OHHH it was so generous of sir and mdm to contribute to the food and angpaos...haha and most of the time were spent playing POKER!~dunno uh lost a few bucks but at times when my luck comes got alot of windfall~
Crystal wore dress and everyone was surprised haha me too but i think its somesorta nice bah...nth against her HAHA so ppl dont laugh uh make her very paiseh eh....And CHAILIN!!she quite pretty...BUT haiis keep disturbing me LOL call ppl gang up and disturb me, vbad eh u...lol
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Ok and maths i havent started my revision...maybe i am overconfident that i will pass as always and taking things for granted...but i think meybe i gonna do a few questions tonight bah.
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You are the only person in my team to lose out...to lose to every person in the other team to where youu are the only one left....Now~ i understand bout the broken spoke thing...now hes obviously the problem, hes obviously the broken spoke, hes obviously the ruined-apple ...because theres not way this team should be losing like that and hes on a good team when he lost like that...How can you be the only survivor on your whole team when the whole team lose out?Maybe smths wrong with YOU.Its obviously known smth is wrong with you because anytime smths hurrah, u'll be quick to defend urself, u quick to be wronged.
So i cant do it i cant suck that up.For me now is no matter what,i cannot suck it up and deal with these ppl losing.I have to, i cant do it, they might get rid of me too.When they get rid of me it proves that they are already on a agenda of "already" going to lose out cos they are not going to win. With you around theres not going to be a winning team.
Now this is some grown adults,do you know weve to tear those grown adult male to get up.& look they got lucky and they wanted kudos, they really want somebody to get a pat on their back for something they shouldnt be expecting.which we had this whole social game...Yes i guess you had the "flappy" point get abit more hurrah but i cant even do it...because theres no way they should have gotten a thank you or kudos or a edible one for something they should have already done.
They are losers.They dont wanna win.They are just gonna whine out and get to the end. Its proven time to time again its been recorded and documented, this person dont win, his teams dont win, but he will make it he will do a great job...I cant level that...i cant suck it up and deal with ppl like that...So if others go its not worth it.For me not its not worth it.I cannot swallow myself to deal with ppl who dont care,to deal with ppl whose gonna lose out.Theres nth that I could make myself believe that its right.I would be wrong. I would be lowering my standards.I will be losing my own powers, if i deal with someone like that.
The childhood memories,
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Happy CNY and Valentines day...seems like this year aint in my favour immediatly after "chu 3" i kena fever and diahhrea dammit luckily now i felt better exams are coming lo...i hope my health doesnt play me out....
Hmm many things have changed with my cousin graduating from SP soon and 2 guys from my father side of relative is also from SP...SP quite popular hor lol...same same same old questions..how old? wad school? which poly? wad course?...ask so much for wad...u got job to offer me uh...
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For oh yea for my Elective i got into C++ but least got frens the but GS is really hated...nvr get wad i want...They alott me to some singapore chronicals and Marketing...ok i swallow the 1st term social studies/sg history module...but walao 2nd term marketing i think i gonna solo liao lo... die la...then i think must begg ppl to let me enter thier group for group work...DIE~
The childhood memories,
Friday, February 12, 2010
Like to compete? Now the tunnel is closed dammit no more access. Happy?Wad a way to start a new year. WTH sia how am i gonna ask for access...hmmm .Yea eugene is right i cannot just keep depending on ppl. Dont worry dude u think i have lost? I have tons of plans ahead. Just comeon set ur obstacles dude.
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Ytd dunno ate about 50 pieces of prawns?and 40 pieces of mussels ,clams, scallops in the steamboat lol with NYPTKD peeps. haha quite fun tho...
Went to Ilumna arcade wow that was addictive. Its just like a mini casino....those slot and jackpot machines are not usually seen man...gonna head down myself and dit down there for hours someday in the holidays!HAHA
The childhood memories,
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Ok VB.net over presentations over next up is EXAMMMMM~!!! omgosh i dowanna think bout it just let me happily celebrate CNY....i gonna be broke soon so dont say i am rich guys...i depending on CNY to get $$ now....
AND AND logical AND operator...i lost my apple earpiece ytd while preparing for presentation...WTF sia...lucky got spare one...
But thinking on the good side...1313 wished me good luck for my presentation...how sweet of her lo....pass i happy liao uh...cos i aint so pro in my studies...i just wanna advance and not to retake any module man...
Tmr another long run of revision lectures....try my best to keep awake haha...
Friday no TKD and Tuesday siann...theres some CUI-ed videos of me posted on FB LOL credits to WanDin=D
The childhood memories,
<一闪一闪亮晶晶,我愛的人就是你> 1313!!!....
Dont you want to win bugger? If i dont get you wont get em either.....
Due to project fever this few days...i wanna ease the stress level and tension...how ever i dunno what i have done was Funny or Stupid....Maybe it was my fault gave a sudden valentine day gift all of a sudden....It bounced back like a faulty cheque....Nvm maybe its to much for her to accept...But nvm luh she said she appreciate it....Thats girls you know~
Can laugh at me for my stupidity....but i am damn persistant...for only 1 reason...<33
Mr Jason Tan my tolerance have some level and i urge you not to get in my way....i play fair but if i cannot handle dont blame me....And seriously i dont really whr you are or whr you come from...tts my message to you....
A MA WHO LOSE EVERYTHING IS CAPABLE OF ANYTHINGGonna chiong my update now uh CRD finish left U...tmr presentation and wednesday VB test MUAHAHA...And i got into C++ LOL~ tattahh~
The childhood memories,
