Sunday, February 21, 2010
Today went to sir and mdm house to bai nian everyone was prepared to get angpaos...OHHH it was so generous of sir and mdm to contribute to the food and angpaos...haha and most of the time were spent playing POKER!~dunno uh lost a few bucks but at times when my luck comes got alot of windfall~
Crystal wore dress and everyone was surprised haha me too but i think its somesorta nice bah...nth against her HAHA so ppl dont laugh uh make her very paiseh eh....And CHAILIN!!she quite pretty...BUT haiis keep disturbing me LOL call ppl gang up and disturb me, vbad eh u...lol
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Ok and maths i havent started my revision...maybe i am overconfident that i will pass as always and taking things for granted...but i think meybe i gonna do a few questions tonight bah.
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You are the only person in my team to lose out...to lose to every person in the other team to where youu are the only one left....Now~ i understand bout the broken spoke thing...now hes obviously the problem, hes obviously the broken spoke, hes obviously the ruined-apple ...because theres not way this team should be losing like that and hes on a good team when he lost like that...How can you be the only survivor on your whole team when the whole team lose out?Maybe smths wrong with YOU.Its obviously known smth is wrong with you because anytime smths hurrah, u'll be quick to defend urself, u quick to be wronged.
So i cant do it i cant suck that up.For me now is no matter what,i cannot suck it up and deal with these ppl losing.I have to, i cant do it, they might get rid of me too.When they get rid of me it proves that they are already on a agenda of "already" going to lose out cos they are not going to win. With you around theres not going to be a winning team.
Now this is some grown adults,do you know weve to tear those grown adult male to get up.& look they got lucky and they wanted kudos, they really want somebody to get a pat on their back for something they shouldnt be expecting.which we had this whole social game...Yes i guess you had the "flappy" point get abit more hurrah but i cant even do it...because theres no way they should have gotten a thank you or kudos or a edible one for something they should have already done.
They are losers.They dont wanna win.They are just gonna whine out and get to the end. Its proven time to time again its been recorded and documented, this person dont win, his teams dont win, but he will make it he will do a great job...I cant level that...i cant suck it up and deal with ppl like that...So if others go its not worth it.For me not its not worth it.I cannot swallow myself to deal with ppl who dont care,to deal with ppl whose gonna lose out.Theres nth that I could make myself believe that its right.I would be wrong. I would be lowering my standards.I will be losing my own powers, if i deal with someone like that.
The childhood memories,
