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Sunday, April 4, 2010

Finaly got some 3 hours of solid sleep from more then 48 hours
things i have done accordingly
-Basketball with finale guys
-Zen training
-Overninght props makeing at Amos place
-Jurong east grading
-Back to meeting up with Amos and Sherly(decoy GF)
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Didnt know i would smoke didnt you...why i do that? To escape reality and numb the pains from my heart....i didnt want you to see it cos i know it isnt a good impression however there nth much to hide anymore now...
I used to think using tubes of cigars to numb oneself is stupid money wasting health ruining...but TELL ME what can i do? Penknife to cut my wrist? I didnt like it either...
I will try as much as possible not to touch those stuff again...Please dont crack the broken heart again...
I thought i immobilised a army for the next second...a army from another kingdom came in...
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"You know how pain i feel...doing so much for someone and in the end with someone else
Hope you know how can i feel =(

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